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Yet Another of Those Days
Yet another. Other people have lots of Those Days too, right? It’s not just me?*
So, for those of you too sensible to waste your time reading other people’s maniacal screams on Twitter, yesterday . . . I ordered my iPhone 4. And no, Orange never did email me to say they were in stock. I’d been thinking I ought to go check their site again, in case they were being ungleblargers, which they were, and then I got an email from Computer Men wanting to come argue with the Nightmare That Is My Email yet again, plus little things I would like them to address like that the sound on the mews laptop is dying, which is very inconvenient when you need to listen to Dido’s Lament 463 times on YouTube. ** So we arranged that they’ll come on Tuesday . . . and my thoughts turned to my future iPhone.*** Because I will probably need help cracking the iPhone code†. So, you know, if I had my iPhone by next Tuesday, then I could gloat exceedingly over both Computer Men who only have 3s, no, no, no, I would be very grateful for their assistance.††
So there the iPhone 4s were on the Orange site and I ordered one.†††
And then I begged and whined and wheedled poor Peter into agreeing to cottage-sit today, because they will only deliver your glittering platinum gewgaw to the street address attached to the credit card you paid for it with, which delivery may happen any time between 8 am and 6 pm. I love delivery services so much it makes my teeth ache.‡ But I had to hurtle hellhounds and then I had to go to the dentist.‡‡
Meanwhile . . . Bronwen had decided she was driving down from Orkney‡‡‡ again and could she come handbelling tonight? Of course she could come handbelling. And then Colin phoned at about 11 o’clock this morning, as I was attaching leads to eight furry leaping legs and a lot of noise, to say that he wasn’t going to be able to make it till 6, 5 being our usual handbell foregathering time, and 5 being the time I had confirmed with Bronwen. Bronwen is by now on the road, of course, and her phone is turned off. I then email Niall at work, saying, can he meet Bronwen and me at 5 anyway, since I can’t get hold of Bronwen to tell her not till 6. Now I can’t get hold of Niall.
So I add my howls to the general din, and three of us scamper outdoors, leaving Peter quivering on the sofa with his hands over his ears. We have a very nice hurtle§ and come back to the cottage to an iPhone and a beaming Peter, who therefore gets to go home. We all troop down to the mews, including the iPhone, with which I begin the approach-and-placation process while Peter addresses the preparation of lunch.
Peter is successful with lunch. I am not successful with the iPhone, which at present is a sleek gleaming paperweight, and whose directions, such as they are, are possessed by demons. Well of course. It’s not like I was expecting to figure it out.§§
And while I was questioning the parentage of the writers of iPhone quick-start instructions, I had an email from Bronwen saying that her car had broken down and she was not coming handbelling.
Whereupon I emailed Niall again, saying, never mind about 5 o’clock.
At this point, having managed approximately three mouthfuls of lettuce and olives§§§, I had to rocket off to the dentist. GAAAAH. So I got there with two minutes to spare . . .
. . . and discovered that they thought my appointment was at 3:45, not 2:30. GAAAAH. We will never know if this is my atrocious handwriting, a gremlin deep in their computer viscera, or a secretary with a mumble. But the end result was that I was adrift on the streets of Mauncester when I could have been at home eating lunch.
I went to Marks & Spencer and bought underwear. This is what Englishwomen under stress do. I have irrevocably gone native.
As dental affrays go, this was on the mild-skirmish end of the scale. I rang Peter to explain why I wasn’t back yet, and when I rang off I stood there staring at the soon-to-be-supplanted RaspBerry, thinking, I’ve finally learnt to do this.# Siiiiigh.
I got home at 4:59 to a phone message from Niall saying, happy to be there at 5 to ring with you and Bronwen. AAAAAAUGH. Frantically rang him. If I were going to be there at 5, I’d’ve left by now, he said. I only just got back from the dentist, I said. Good thing we’re not meeting till 6 then, he said.
So I staggered out with happy, frolicsome hellhounds, had three more mouthfuls of salad and olives, and addressed myself to handbells. And triumphantly rang the 3-4, which in the first place I haven’t done in months, and in the second place the middle pair are the most ratbaggy. So the combined agonies and exasperations of insubordinate iPhones and Cthuhlian dentistry have not yet destroyed me. This is good. I also have a novel to finish.
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* Please lie if necessary.
** And I’ve just bought an iPhone. I am not buying a new laptop.
*** And my future Fingerzilla. Of course.
† I am not cracking anything else, you understand, which is why I already have a hard case on order.^
^ Pink. You had to ask? It’s not, I admit, a very thrilling pink, but I was compromised by what there was, what I could afford+, and the absolute need for a case that will survive both hellhounds and barbed wire. I fancy it will save my life some day, like Wendy and the acorn.
+ Try to imagine how much I don’t want Hello Kitty or a Coke bottle in Swarovski crystals. http://www.dsstyles.com/en/iphone-4-cases/swarovski.html
†† I will be very grateful. I will also gloat.
††† Not without some difficulty. As soon as I said I wanted the 32 GB instead of the mere 16, the person on the other end of the phone gasped and passed me on to someone else. This happened twice more. The woman who finally grudgingly sold me one said that everyone was buying 16s. Uh. As I have been saying since to everyone, didn’t we go through this with computers years ago? You always want more memory? You get as much memory as you can and then you stick extra memory cards in all the little slots? I’m not going to stop with Fingerzilla, you know.^
^ And the freller had better load multi-CD operas. The Walkperson totally sucks dead bears in storage and data retrieval. Totally. Sucks dead bears. It alphabetizes using ‘A’ and ‘The’. It alphabetises by performers’ first names. Not to mention the little matter of refusing pointblank to load multi-CD operas.
‡ Which possibly explains a lot.
‡‡ It is so unfair when you have to go to the dentist on a day when Your Life-Changing Technology is due to be delivered. You want to be at home ironing the floor and detoxing the wiring when it arrives.
‡‡‡ Or maybe Skye
§ To Sweeney Todd. Most of life’s frustrations are better for Sweeney Todd.
§§ Besides, I might give Computer Men heart attacks.
§§§ But the hellhounds ate their lunch!! It wasn’t really a bad day. The hellhounds ate lunch. And dinner.
# I even figured out texts. I found Merrilee’s from June. Um. I still don’t know how to send them, but I know where to find them. On the RaspBerry, that is.
Life in a Small Town Is More Exciting than You Think
Tuesday was not a great day in my life: I had to go to the dentist rather than have my voice lesson. How gross is that? And I’m fretting about Peter, and it’s HOT, and it won’t frelling rain:* and my favourite English tree is the beech, and they have shallow roots.**
So I got back to the cottage from the dentist with my head beginning to go bang bang bang bang*** and . . . there was a rosebush sitting on my front stair.† Yes, it’s true, I have several rosebushes out front in various unsuitable planters††, but I don’t usually have a great magnificent pink thing in full flower sitting in the space I need to stand on to get my front door open. I approached it cautiously. Dental anaesthesia has not yet made me hallucinate large pink rosebushes††† but there’s always a first time.
There was a card.‡ It was from Southdowner and B_Twin. I looked at the card. I looked at the rosebush. I looked at the card again. I looked at the rosebush again.‡‡ They can’t have brought her here. Southdowner was supposed to be taking B_Twin to the airport on Tuesday. Heathrow is well over an hour from here and Southdowner lives in the midlands. They must have had her delivered . . . even if it does look like some ordinary person or persons just heaved her up the stair and plonked her on my porch.
Atlas was at the cottage on Tuesday so I went round to the garden‡‡‡ to ask him. Two women in a white van, he said without missing a beat.
Oh.
I’m really quite alarmed at this manifestation of rampant derangement among my mods but . . . I’m a realist.§ It’s fine. I got a rosebush out of it. A rosebush, furthermore, with hot pink flowers the size of grapefruit.
And what’s more I’ve already planted her. I know you don’t believe me. But it’s true.
What happened is that I’ve had a big empty planter in the hellhounds’ courtyard for . . . uh . . . quite a while. I was using it (oh the shame) as the legs of a seedling tray and when I finally got everything on the tray PLANTED like . . . three days ago . . . I figured I’d better fill it up and put something in it fast before it becomes a seedling tray next year too.§§ So I tipped all my remaining compost into it§§§ and promised poor Summer Song, who was an impulse buy months ago, and was still sitting in her plastic David Austin pot#, that she could go in it, as soon as I bought more compost. But rosebushes have minds of their own, and she’s been trying to turn into a climber while she waited for permanent accommodation, and the Pink Grapefruit Rose is already a nice low sprawly shrub. So I put Pink Grapefruit into the ex-seedling-tray-table, and freed another planter that has been the top storey of my greenhouse table, filled it up with my brand-new compost## and put Summer Song in it and to one side of the courtyard###, where a frame for her to climb up won’t block my view of Mme Isaac Periere.
. . . Frell. The photos of Summer Song in her new home haven’t worked. But here is one of her flowers: 
http://www.davidaustinroses.com/english/showrose.asp?showr=4532
And, wherever Wordpress decides to put her, here is Pink Grapefruit, aka Lady of Megginch: 
http://www.davidaustinroses.com/english/showrose.asp?showr=4794 ~
I am, of course, totally predictable, and I don’t suppose Southdowner and B_Twin, having decided on their errand of insanity, had a lot of trouble saying: that one. She’s pink. But Lady of Megginch was on my short list last autumn and I only barely didn’t quite buy her . . . not only is she piiiiiink, I love the name. It sounds vaguely Cthulhuian.
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* And I’m Forgetting Everything I Ever Knew About Bell Ringing. See last Friday: went wrong in Grandsire Doubles, which is a bit like Zara Phillips forgetting how to sit the trot.^ And I was so shattered Monday night I did not go ringing at Colin’s tower although I’d planned to.
[BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH FRELLING WORDPRESS BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH GET DOWN THERE WITH YOUR FOOTNOTE YOU ^ BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH FRELL FRELL FRELL ETC]
^ http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Zara_Phillips
** I haven’t quite tucked a hose among the roots of the copper beech that hangs over Third House’s garden from the churchyard, but I’m thinking about it.
*** I may have stopped at the local farmers’ warehouse store on the way home to buy more large heavy bags of compost. Well, I needed them.
† Little did I know how much more compost I needed.
†† I kind of specialise in unsuitable planters. I’ve just been tweeting that FOR PITY’S SAKE THE AUTUMN PLANT CATALOGUES ARE STREAMING IN . . . I am so not in the mood to be thinking about next spring’s tulips.^ Not least because I . . . er . . . have perhaps not quite got all this summer’s plants, you know, planted.^^ But (as I also tweeted) it’s surprising how well most things will do in too-small pots if you manage to keep ’em well fed. I haven’t got ROOM to put everything that ought to be in REALLY BIG pots. Roses, for example.
^ Which, furthermore, I will get planted in . . . February. Maybe March.
^^ At least I’m consistent. Consistency+ is not only the hobgoblin of little minds, it’s the last resort of the hopelessly disorganised.
+ Foolishness optional.
††† I might hate it less if it did. I totally grant that being poisoned by forty-six gallons of anaesthesia is to be preferred to the alternative. I’d’ve died young if I’d been born before anaesthesia was invented. But I still feel like I’ve been poisoned for days afterward. They keep threatening to sedate me again and I keep saying, the last time you sedated me, speaking of toxic hangovers, I fell down and broke my hand the next day. No.
‡ Something rude about dogs, which I will not quote because this is an all-ages blog. Mostly.
‡‡ I wondered if I needed a stepladder to get to my front door. After the large bags of compost I wasn’t sure I was up to carrying the rosebush anywhere.
‡‡‡ Where he was putting another gate into the hellhounds’ picket fence. My feet get larger and trailing-er and catch-between-the-pickets-ier every time I step over it. Especially when I’m carrying, oh, say a large heavy rosebush.
§ HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA
§§ We will not discuss whether or not it may have been a seedling tray last year.
§§§ See? I did need more compost.
# But I’ve been feeding her and she’s been doing . . . surprisingly well. As above. ^
^ Yes, it occurred to me that she might have been turning into a climber as a result of being in a majorly too-small pot. But in fact when I tipped her out she hadn’t filled up the pot she was in. She just Wants to Be a Climber.
## I now need even more compost. But I’m not planning on waiting till I have to go to the dentist again to get it.
###FRANTIC RESHUFFLING OF THE TOO MANY POTS AND PLANTERS ALREADY OCCUPYING THAT SPACE.
~ If anyone is paying attention, you will notice that both of them are described as arriving at ‘4 x 3′’. Yes. And Fantin Latour is supposed to stop at 6 x 5′. And Souvenir de la Malmaison is supposed to stop at 12′. In pots I have some hope of persuasion. . . .
Why PEGASUS Needs to Sell Really Well*
I went to the dentist again today. This was the tactical meeting. I didn’t have to sit in the Official Chair of Torture.** He has other, subtler methods of rendering a vict—client into a small pile of bone chips and burnt hair. Wide screen photos of my teeth, for example. AAAAAAAUGH. Enough to scare anybody into self immolation.
Okay, here’s the deal: over the next two years, I’m going to be spending approximately the entry level salary of an editorial assistant in New York City solely on my teeth.
And that’s only for the immediate problems. I have to hope that the rest of them will refrain from exploding, vaporizing, or falling out till we get this first lot stapled in.*** And can turn our attention to the next lot. . . . Because there will be a next lot. My teeth are the dental version of the South Sea Bubble.†
So this afternoon, after they ejected me onto the street again, we are talking industrial strength cheering up needed.††
So I came home and reread the following, which had arrived in my inbox this morning.†††
I emailed your publisher to request an ARC and (truthfully) described myself as a fan since 1979‡. Imagine how thrilled I was to find a copy of Pegasus on my doorstep a few days ago! Below is the review I posted to the YALSA Book Discussions list serve. [yalsa-bk@ala.org]
Susan Cassidy
Eight hundred years ago, humans came to this land and allied themselves with the pegasi to defeat the monstrous creatures that preyed upon both species. In the intervening centuries, the Alliance between the pegasi and the humans became a defining characteristic of both races. And although they have created a structured and mutually beneficial relationship, their inability to speak each other’s language without the aid of magician translators has kept the two races in many ways unknown to each other.
As the fourth child of the current human king, Sylvi is bonded on her twelfth birthday to Ebon, the fourth child of the pegasus king. The identity of her bond-mate was a well-kept secret, but Sylvi stuns the audience at the ceremony when she calls Ebon by name—a name she learns when he silently (and snarkily) introduces himself to her during the ceremony. That Ebon and Sylvi can understand each other perfectly through thought-speech is unheard of in the known history of human/pegasus relations.
Over the next four years, Sylvi and Ebon become closer to each other than they are to anyone else. Their unusual bond affects not just themselves, however: it will have major consequences for both of their countries.
One of my students last term, while booktalking The Outlaws of Sherwood, said that McKinley’s books are for people who like good stories…and words. McKinley’s words are here in full force, creating a story that seems to be unfolding at a leisurely pace but is, in fact, steadily building to a cliffhanging ending that won’t be resolved until the sequel (still being written) is released.
Sylvi’s coming of age story is intertwined with politics, history, power, magic, families, art, war, and above all, love. The love between Sylvi and her rational, compassionate father is a highlight of the book, as is the portrayal of Sylvi’s soldier mother. But it is in the creation of the pegasi, and Ebon in particular, that McKinley works her best magic. The pegasi are beings who are shaped somewhat like a horse, with the hollow bones of a bird, the wings of an archangel, and a civilization as advanced as that of the humans. The love story between Sylvi and Ebon is the core of this book, and it is a testament to McKinley’s gifts that although the humans in Sylvi’s world think her relationship with Ebon is unusual (and possibly dangerous), the reader enthusiastically embraces it and will have difficulty waiting for more.
Susan Cassidy
Teen and Children’s Librarian
Stanislaus County Library
Adjunct Instructor
Modesto Junior College
Modesto, CA
And yes. I feel better. ‡‡
Meanwhile, speaking of the McKinley oeuvre, there’s a SUNSHINE giveaway happening here: http://calico-reaction.livejournal.com/163766.html which includes as one of the options the shiny brand-new gold-cover edition. Which I am still waiting for even ONE copy of.
And anyone who doesn’t automatically hang on every daily entry here‡‡‡ you might want to check back on Saturday. Because there might be a PEGASUS ARC giveaway. There might. Mwa ha ha ha ha ha. So reread the review and think about it.
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* Aside from paying off Third House.
** I’ve told you he has a video screen on the ceiling over the C of T, haven’t I? It usually shows fish. He’s got an entire library of piscine adventures and I’m beginning to feel rather Pavlovian about it all. I’m afraid the next time I meet a real aquarium—in a restaurant, for example, or someone’s sitting room—I’ll burst into helpless tears and run away.
*** Do you know that implants are made out of titanium? I love it. Well, I sort of love it. What am I going to be able to do with the Fifty Million Dollar Teeth, aside from grinding them^ over the smoking hole in the ground that used to be my bank balance? Bite aggressive off lead dogs? Okay, that might be worth it.
^ Gently. Not to damage the merchandise.
† Insert modern financial scandal of choice here.
†† I’D RATHER BE GARDENING. I am drowning in little green things. Colin was going to be late for handbells today and I was in the greenhouse stuffing marigold seedlings in a bigger tray when I heard Niall being assaulted by hellhounds in the kitchen.^ I had come back from the dentist to a more than knee-high assemblage of cardboard plant-nursery boxes on the front step bursting with little green things saying, yo, get me out of here, I’m talking to you, and that means now. My newly arrived rooted dahlia cuttings have been liberally sprinkled with slugbait^^ still in their plastic shipping tray.
^ Arooooou! Get ’im! —Silly man. I’d left the top of the front door open, and he’d tried to come in.
^^ Thank the gods for organic slugbait. It’s probably not as ‘organic’ as all that, but this is a straw I am willing to clutch. I do use a lot of copper rings, but copper rings are expensive.
††† Yes. I asked if I could post it here. She said yes.
‡ Note that BEAUTY, my first book, only came out in 1978.
‡‡ Also Peter made mayonnaise^ and opened a bottle of champagne.
^ It does not get better than Peter’s mayonnaise. And the first English asparagus of the season.
‡‡‡ Hmmph.
Attack of the Real World, Update
One of the great things about dogs—hellhounds anyway—is that they can always catch up on their sleep. They’re not bothered. So when I turned them out at 8:45 this morning—eighty forty five in the freaking morning*—they said, Oh! Hurtle! A hurtle! How lovely! Oh, hellgoddess, we’re so happy! Yeah. We’re all so ungleblarging happy. Happy happy happy. And I’ve got a little home experiment in antibiotic-resistant micro-organisms going on in my head right now. I rang the dentist just before we frolicked outdoors—and, furthermore, they answered. Gods. These morning people.* And furthermore dentist from R’yleh was already in surgery. I explained that the forces of dental evil were gaining, and I needed fresh troops—silently hoping that they could ring the new prescription through to a local chemist, and I did not have to schlep into Mauncester today. We’ll get back to you, said Cerberus.
We went for our abbreviated hurtle.† I had to get up to Third House to give the Pond Man a house key. I’ve told you Third House has a pond, haven’t I? It has a pond like the cottage has an Aga—unimaginative persons tend to accuse me of having bought two houses for these accessories. Pffft.†† Anyway. Third House has a neglected pond. It was already neglected three years ago when it became my responsibility. It has one of those great flat cypressy things growing out horizontally over it, which I have hacked back each year to give the water lily a chance, and beyond that the pond has just sat there, holding water††† and getting shaggier and shaggier. Hence: Pond Man.
But I hadn’t been expecting him to say ‘Friday, or maybe June’. Yeep. So I said Friday. I bunged hellhounds back at the cottage to get on with their mischronological beauty sleep, checked on Pond Man to give him the house key and be informed that the coupling on the hosepipe had disappeared‡ and bolted to the doctor’s surgery for our hospital follow-up appointment with Peter’s GP.
Which was a bit of an anticlimax. Or a lot of an anticlimax. I meant to go in with my list of questions researched and prepared, and be cool‡‡ and organized‡‡‡ and articulate§ but the way this week has gone . . . well. But the GP was in a mellow and expansive mood.§§ With the result that we came away very little wiser about anything, but fairly sure that’s merely because there wasn’t anything to know. They don’t know why what happened happened; the tests the hospital was so hung up on showed no very significant results, said the GP§§§. Best guess is pretty much what we knew already: Peter went down with some kind of acute, and it probably knocked him down harder because he’s old. That’s it? But then I remember that 80 million people died of the Spanish flu in 1918. Humans are fragile little creatures really.
And I’m feeling pretty fragile right now. Any of you who follow me on Twitter know the rest of the story. I got back to the cottage to a phone message from Cerberus saying that they’d had a cancellation and that I could come in not merely for Godzilla antibiotics but for the treatment. I love the don’t-scare-the-patient-speak. I talked both to Cerberus and Scylla and they never once said ‘tooth pulling’ or ‘extraction’ or ‘chainsaws’. It was always the treatment.
So I went in. Whimpering a little.
And I had the treatment.#
And I’m not sure I’m going to be having a really great night tonight.
And I’m supposed to be ringing handbells at 10 am tomorrow morning.##
And I would kill for an apple. I usually eat one or two a day, and I haven’t had one in a week. I had soup for supper. I will be having soup for supper tomorrow too. And for lunch. And for breakfast, if I ate breakfast.
Sigh.
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* As I petulantly climbed in to bed last night^ I was thinking, as a way of getting yourself categorically on frelling summer time, the last fortnight has worked, but I don’t recommend it as a method.
^ Carefully arranging myself on my good side, where there would be no promiscuous contact of pillow with the wrong cheek.
** I realise you all find this difficult to believe, but I used to be a morning person. My problem is that it’s afternoons I like least. But going to bed at noon and getting up at 6 p.m. makes it extremely difficult to cope with the real world. Which is a hostile entity, as we know, and prone to sudden, unmerited assaults.
† We did not meet anything too alarming. Well, there was the Lost Regiment of Daleks, but we climbed over a stile and ran away when we heard them shouting EX-TER-MIN-ATE!
†† And the pond has a pink water lily.
††† And, this time of year, tadpoles, which Pond Man sieved out a lot of before he drained the pond. I said, the pond’s too small for fish, isn’t it? He said, no, you could have fish—but they’d eat all your tadpoles. Oh no! I said. I want the tadpoles!
‡ ARRRRGH
‡‡ HA HA HA HA HA
‡‡‡ HA HA HA HA HA
§ You’re thinking I can do articulate, right? Well, it depends. One of the reasons I hate the standard medical model of the Expert and the Idiot so much is because I was very thoroughly indoctrinated at a very young age and it intimidates the zgggrmbbb out of me still. I can be absolutely furious with a doctor brushing me off, ignoring me or patronising me, but I still find it extraordinarily difficult to say ‘Pardon me, but you’re not listening.’ Or: ‘You are a titanium-plated, knuckleheaded jerk, and I hope you get your cojones sued off by a patient with more time to waste than I have and that your husband/wife/dog /Bugatti Veyron runs away with the circus.’
§§ He was wearing socks with pink polka dots. I longed to ask him if his six-year-old daughter had given them to him for his birthday.^
^ No, I have no idea if he has a six year old daughter.
§§§ Flexing his ankles
# Because the dentist from R’yleh likes to have as much fun as possible, we wasted a little time with him saying, well, you don’t have to have The Treatment today if you don’t want to. I can still give you more antibiotics and we can go through this whole ghastly ceremonial dance again next Tuesday. LOOK, MY COURAGE, SUCH AS IT IS, IS SCREWED TO THE STICKING PLACE^ HERE, OKAY? CAN WE PLEASE JUST GET ON WITH IT?
^ Given my attitude toward Shakespeare, if anything could delight me about having a tooth pulled, having it pulled on Shakespeare’s birthday would.
## I missed Friday tower practise again. And I’m in frelling charge next week, unless they’ve given me the white feather for deserting the regiment in time of need.
It’s spring*
. . . And I have this toothache. The gods wept. Well, I wept. Free range moaning. Peter got back from hospital on Friday, and my tooth blew up on Saturday. Saturday was bad, Saturday night was worse, Sunday was unspeakable. Sunday night . . . well. I just about dragged Nightingale Wood out of my rapidly deteriorating intellect last night but I ain’t got nothing left.** I am, however, now full of antibiotics—and ibuprofen and paracetamol—and things should improve. Please. For tonight, however, let’s have some spring-garden photos.
*in Just-
spring when the world is mud-
luscious the little
lame balloonman
whistles far and wee
and eddieandbill come
running from marbles and
piracies and it’s
spring
when the world is puddle-wonderful
the queer
old balloonman whistles
far and wee
and bettyandisbel come dancing
from hop-scotch and jump-rope and
it’s
spring
and
the goat-footed
balloonMan whistles
far
and
wee
When I was obliged to study this poem in high school I loathed it. I thought it was creepy and stupid and twee and that the only reason we were reading it was because it was short and people who didn’t like English could read it in homeroom, or on their way down the hall to English from algebra class. But ‘the goat-footed balloonMan whistles far and wee’ stuck with me whether I would or no, and I now think the poem catches the mad twitchy energy of spring very well. I picked up a few poets in school that have stood me admirably through the vicissitudes of life, and ee cummings is one of them. But while I like in Just-, here is another poem by him that just knocks me out:
All in green went my love riding
on a great horse of gold
into the silver dawn.
four lean hounds crouched low and smiling
the merry deer ran before.
Fleeter be they than dappled dreams
the swift sweet deer
the red rare deer.
Horn at hip went my love riding
riding the echo down
into the silver dawn.
four lean hounds crouched low and smiling
the level meadows ran before.
Softer be they than slippered sleep
the lean lithe deer
the fleet flown deer.
Four fleet does at a gold valley
the famished arrows sang before.
Bow at belt went my love riding
riding the mountain down into the silver dawn.
four lean hounds crouched low and smiling
the sheer peaks ran before.
Paler be they than daunting death
the sleek slim deer
the tall tense deer.
Four tall stags at a green mountain
the lucky hunter sang before.
All in green went my love riding
on a great horse of gold
into the silver dawn.
four lean hounds crouched low and smiling
my heart fell dead before.
** The fact that I can’t eat because the entire left side of my mouth is swollen is Not Helping Anything. Soup. Scrambled eggs. Avocadoes: how convenient we have slightly too many of them. Couldn’t I slip into a nice little coma till this phase is over with? Wake me up after he pulls the tooth Tuesday week (next Tuesday).
